Because I seem to have lost it!
Things have been pretty bad of late. I have no money. I can't find a job.
I feel useless to society.
I feel like a lot of people are feeling my pain at the moment. Misery loves company eh?
Hoping to be moving to London asap, as soon as I find a job and a house. It's not proving easy.
Once my life starts this new chapter, I'm going to be so damn productive. You know, do all those things you want but never get round to it.
1. improve my god damn Spanish and French.
2. go the gym and not be flabby.
3. make more scarves and sell them
4. blog more!
5. be a generally better person.
Until I find a job and get re-integrated back into society, I will just dream and be patient.